so much have been happening thru out 2009 which i consider this to be the shittiest year of them all. i've been thru a lot of phrases that cause me to a near mental meltdown and absolute frustration. and yet, i still feel like there's a certain void that i haven't fulfilled upon during the numerous months that passed by. i thought i would never go back on here but i was wrong. and i believe that all of today's current events that were either good or bad, somehow i wanted to come back here for the good times that i missed and the best animations that this site can offer. of course, a lot have happen for this site to go to being downright water down on retarded bullshit to pure brilliance. it surprises me and i'm sort of happy about it. and since 2009 is about to end, i wonder what the year of 2010 can hold for us. who knows, there may be hope left for me to keep coming back here like i always have since discovering this site in the late 90's. but yeah, it's too soon to say for now.

i'm actually looking forward going to this site a lot more then every now and then.

it seems like i hardly have any time to be on here anymore. i only come here as an afterthought. so far, all the good flash cartoons that kept me going back here are getting slimmer by the month while the retarded ones reign surpreme over like a constant disease that'll never go away. i can't seen to enjoy myself going to NG that often. and the chances of me submitting a flash cartoon here, if any, is looking pretty dim. i only have high hopes on the early flash artists that made NG the way it used to be. now, i don't know what to think of it anymore. fuck, i completely take back on what i say about the new NG site when they reconstructed. i fucking hate it!! almost every site is following the trend of a new better site to make it more improving which unfortunately, makes it much more disappointing. for me, NG is dead and it's bringing in a whole new generation of complete idiocy. bakc then, NG was meant to be something very important, and now, it has forgotten it's path after all these years. that's all i really have to say for now. i'm surprise that i'm still visiting here. who knows, the subject will change if something else improving might happen for NG and make me think twice for this site's future.